Ugh.. My feelings are really hurt right now. I hate that. I don't know why I let things bother me so much. I am so blessed and I am surrounded with amazing friends, family, a darling baby girl and a wonderful husband. I just want to cry. I am mad at myself for allowing this to bother me for so long, it clouds my perspective. I am not normally a jealous person, but I have been fighting this for years. It just hurts to be disregarded. Ok, enough of my pity party, I have diapers to change.